Buzz, buzz! How's your evening?
Mine's a bit disturbed. I needed to take a trip around my own personal accept-what-you-can't-change U. Once you hit the bottom - you accept ... I'm there now.
I worry about my little girl. Vickie is sick - I know that and I've known that for a long time. The exact diagnose is not clear. I had hoped it would be that by now. But no. I would like to be there for her. But she's in a state where she believes that she can handle the difficulties on her own, and I can't do anything about it. I think her dad has managed to convince her, that it is a good idea that we at least gets the opportunity to speak to the doctors and get the necessary information. It's the uncertainty that's difficult to handle. Facts is knowledge - and once you have the facts, you can deal properly with your knowledge. I want to know.
I sat for a while outside and watched the evening turn into twilight .... it has a calming effect on me and my inner thoughts .....
I brought the camera with me and want to share the beauty with you